RAMBLINGS
Wednesday, March 7
have you ever felt that your life is really not up to par? like it could be alot better, but its not?
months back, someone did something to me and fathehah, something pretty serious, which ended up in me and fathehah cutting this someone off... this someone was a great friend of mine, one i held closer than any other... i hated what she did and i made sure she knew that i did...
but yesterday...
i was waiting for fathehah to finish her test, happened so that this someone was doing her test as well and in pretty much big trouble... i dont know why, but i helped her out... for a minute there, it felt like our fight never happened... why is this so? do i still have my bestie instincts? do i still have a shred of concern for her? i felt so much more whole, than ever before, going home that day...
what should i do? should i just end this silent cold war? or do i stand my ground in defense to past crimes?....
60% of myself says end the cold treatment... start from scratch... but the other 40% is pretty convincing... lets just keep things status quo and see how it goes....
catcha later, gotta go beat up the nerd....
KAI JYE WHERE ARE YOU?
Delivered at 10:36 a.m.;