hi everyone.... its been a long few days... alot has happened, things which outweigh blogging for the moment...
well, recently i got a phone call from Khaos,telling me that my grandma was in hospital...
as usual, she had an epilepsy attack... and as usual i thought she was going to be alright after a few days... well...
walking into NUH, i was feeling alright, all systems go, full steam ahead... until i took the elevator to the 5th floor, walking the 200+ meters to ward 57, which was at the far end of the main building... after walking the first 20 meters, i sorta felt weird... my 6th sense was acting up... it felt like bad news was waiting for me... the closer i got, the more my mind flickered...
i nearly passed out when i passed ward 55...
when i walked into the ward, and i passed the first few beds, i looked in, and i saw all these healthy old people hapily chatting with their grandchildren..., i felt a little better...
the second set of beds... i saw all these bed ridden people, all alone, no visitors, they returned my gaze, a lonely longing in their eyes... longing for some care, some concern... some attention, some human contact, other than that of the nurses, volunteers...
i was starting to feel a helluvalot worse than when i got out of the elevator... upon reaching the last set of beds, i was too freaked to look in... expecting alot worse.., luckily i saw Khaos, he was on the phone, but he pointed me in the right direction...
i walked toward a room with an open door... it was the one bed kinda ward, pretty expensive
anyways... words can't describe what ran thru my head, when i saw granma, lying on the bed...
all those tubes... heres a photo...
she's in a coma, she has a hole in her windpipe, thru the front of her neck... because, her nasal tract got infected... i just couldnt believe my eyes...
she used to be such a strong person, a little rough at times, but strong nontheless... great cook...she's a great person... i dont know how this happened, but i hope it ends soon...
my prayers are always with her... GOD bless you granma...