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RAMBLINGS
Monday, September 6
hi all, sorry i havent blogged for a very long time, i've been having some serious emotional and relationship stress lately, it got near breaking point round where i last blogged and instead of facing it, i ran away from it all. Sometime last week, I picked my balls up and did my level best to settle all my problems, and i can safely say, my mind is at peace....
I have no reason to discuss my problems with anyone other than the ones involved, so dont bother asking, but to those who stood by me when i was on the verge of suicide, namely Draobetaks, David, Pei Ru and Joel, Cheers to you all for it is because of you wonderful ppl that i am still blogging. My guitar is wonderful therapy, food for the soul and mind, great stress reliever. I have abandoned Rock and Metal music until further notice, I have adopted Blues into my arsenal of genres. It suits me well as i kinda like slowhand playing.
Anyways, I have decided to stop dating till I enter Poly, its too big a heartache if a relationship fails. I wouldn't know what to do in that case, except kill myself...... By the way, i have a knife with my name on it now. just kidding "sadistic humour" well heres a little truth i wanna tell sum ppl. the girl i love so dearly and yet so far out of reach has told me and i quote, "You are here to inject laughter and humour into my life, that is the limit. " OUCH!!!
if you wanna know how much that hurts me, try jumping off the Ritz carlton and falling on a puddle of thumbtacks...... What does she think I am? a damn comedian? I LOVE HER DAMNIT!!! some ppl have really enormous egoes.....
or maybe its just my ego...... either way, i'm still a little comedian in her view
Latest News: The song titled, "The Reason" by the punk rock band, Hoobastank
has been removed from Scott's personal favourtie songs list due to intense emotional and spiritual trauma caused by numerous heartaches - The Daily Riff.
Anyways, Have a good holiday week, stay healthy and smile always. Farewell and God Bless LATER DUDES!!!!!
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