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RAMBLINGS
Monday, August 23
hey...... its about quarter to midnight now....
i've had a few moments to think about stuff, like my school work, my social life, and my responsibilities.
She may have forgiven me, but i can't bring myself to forgive myself...... i just cant. i hate myself so much for doing what i did to her. i really feel like hurting myself in some twisted demented way, no matter how much it would anger GOD. I love her so so much and yet i did this to her...... what kind of a sick freak am i? She's this innocent girl and i.......ARGH!!! Feel so suicidal now.... i still love her very much, but she broke up with this guy and she still loves him too. i dont know what to do with myself, honestly i wanna hurt myself SO bad..... not that i can hurt myself now that its practically morning, emotionally torn ppl need sleep too ya know
well, gonna go think sumore now.... i have alot of things to think about
bye y'all n god bless
NIGHT DUDES
Delivered at 11:27 p.m.;