RAMBLINGS
Monday, May 17
hmm..... its 2.47 am, i have absolutely nothing to do but alot of thinking
its about the cd-player that was stolen frm me last year. it was one of the end-of-year
exams, i went back to my locker after the paper to find my locker wide open and my bag inside ransacked. among the things missing were of course my cd-player and my Metallica cd (black album) i didnt really report it stolen partly because it was illegal to have it in school.... and also beacause it was nearing the end of the school year.. well theres no chance of finding it now, i hope GOD can find the person who did it and grant him some conscience. well the jam session is on tuesday and my dad always uses it to play backing songs, he still doesnt know bout it. GOD have mercy on my soul when he finds out. i'll be a deadman... i don't know how to break it to my dad, the cd-player was supposed to have been at home. i've dodged this matter long enough and now its come back to haunt me i dont know what to do or say to solve this matter, unless i can buy a new cd player that looks like it in a span of 2 days that being until tuesday at 6. i dont think i can come up with the dough. what am i gonna do?i want to be a man and face up to my mistake but my evil side says otherwise....
i've been hiding from the evil one in me for the past 2 years, and he's surfacing again
i feel torn between doing whats right and continue living this crime, what should i do?
i'm gonna have a long think and i'll blog again later on
ciao GOD bless you all
my prayers to Gabriel, may the LORD keep you sane.
Delivered at 2:35 a.m.;